Chomthewanderer
my first music project and my most personal to date
i came up with the name after a middle school nickname about my shaved hair. i do notice that it is fucking corny to even call myself a wanderer when i haven't turned 18 yet but the name stuck as i go here and there, learning many things in the process and trying to turn my life into many different directions just for the sake of it.
as i went into high school, however, i desperately wanted to impress my peers with my little music making hobby of mine and, not wanting to be a corny motherfucker, i left this name in order to fit in with others. in the end, i can not fit in with anyone.
for a long time, i felt like i was too immature and inexperienced to make something meaningful and enjoyable for others to hear. i kept making dumb shits in a fucking 20 mins session and posted them time and time again just to hide the fact that i could not have the ability to make serious art and music. that mindset fucked me up so, so many times. there was a time that i actually sit down to write a serious song (or a poem or some shit i can't remember) and the ideas could not come out properly even though i had planned it out for more than a year. it was so fucking pathetic, so trash that i actually wanted to cry, but can't. that's how fucked i was.
now, i choose to be myself. I am filled with both inspirations and imperfections, not to hide but to heal.
- void seeker
- Glare Conqueror
- Wanderer of Worlds
- test album
- Selected Electronic Works Vol.5
